cigarette —> bed .

Oh dear. I think my phones broke, I keep trying to answer and it just goes, “doo doo doo doo…” etc. :| todays been alright I guess. My ex boyfriend tried to kiss me. Coodies. Ew. 

Thanks for all your help yesterday, I ended up going out, and it actually was a really good night. Managed to keep a leash on myself, I wasn’t particularly mean to anyone, or over affectionate, so all in all it was good. A certain someone is pissed off at me for not going to the cinema but I lied through my teeth and said that I turned up (which I did at one point to find him) and I couldn’t find him, so I went back to the club.

Went and saw my nana today, and she looks so poorly bless her. She looked like a tiny, old, ill bird sat in her chair like it was a giant nest surrounding her. My parents have now randomly decided to have a barbecue, it won’t top the one I went to last night before I went properly out where we smoked a lot and drunk rather a lot of wine, but at least I have cider, doritos and guacamole.
 

Dilemma between going and watching films at the cinema and then get a taxi home but my ex will be there OR going out and getting horribly drunk with other friends. Give me an opinion if you like, anonymously or not, any input would be good

My mum trying to tell me that illustrators and fine artists are very similar, so similar that theres not really much difference at all. No. No they are not. At all. Theres a reason that illustration is usually in the “design” school at university, and not the “creative art” school where fine art is. The end.

Should be doing work but instead I’m watching made in chelsea. Oh my god. I have to have a cushion to hide behind because its SO cringey and I just cringe constantly for them. Its so embarrassing